Thursday, August 21, 2008
today got go out with her ouh ..since noon .. until 11 something ...we did not much ..but i think she do really enjoy today's outing.but i think i've spoil today's outing de atmosphere ~why ?because i've been moody snice noon we went out.when we sing k ..until we go the spring ..then boulevard ..then airport ..also keep moodying ..i think i really spoil the atmosphere if the whole outing ~sighh ..today happen de ..got happy ..also got sad de ..but of course ..happy that side,wasn't me ..is they ..sad side ..of course is me more than them ..today i've run into quite much of not happy matter .. ):since noon ..in 赤壁 ..saw that her x,asking about,wanna marry with she in the game.kinda upset.tried to off that moment ..but then .. have to talk about later we go sing k de stuff ..sighh ..can't directly off ..when her x talk with she ..i've tried to act like nothing had happened before,and talk to them ..even that'll grievance me alots,but i stil .. have to act nothing had happened ..i had to be calm,be normal ..at least she won't worried that much ..sighhhhhhhhhh ..i felt so bad that ..i totally ignores she lots today ..like when sing k ..she keep ask me stand,dance those ..i scuffle very much ... much more than you guys can imagine ..but when we at the spring ..stil better ..we 5 people stil got play jengga and uno together ..kidna happy too ..that time .. i din't scuffle that much as before ..5 of us are just like the spokesmen of the jengga and uno ..lolls ..only 5 of us are playing at the shopping mall ..no more other people else ..after that ..she brought us ice cream from sugar bun ..that's taste nice .. thanks ..oh .. when we on the way to the spring ..she stil tell me in the car ..she said that .. "later i buy you ice cream orh .. don't show sad sad face nerh .."but it turns more worst i guess ...oh btw ..actually .. she have to go at 7:30pm .. for club meeting of course ..but then ..she was like,lazy to go .. then she started to find excuses .. after a while ~she cancel her attenden to her club meeting ..then we continue shopping ~until we reach boulevard ..i stil in the bad mood until air port ..sorry .. doesn't have the mood to continue write ..because all the stuff behind there are all sadness ..all i mean ..so .. just until here barh .nights ..sleep tight ..tomorrow must have your breakfast ..or else you'll get gastric disease more worst orh ...nights .. i've to sleep too ..sweet dreams ...
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